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Azizi Carle was born and raised in Boston, Massachusetts. She is a former Boston Pubic School student and graduate of Framingham State College. Azizi started writing poetry at the age of 17 and has continued from there. She is specializes in script writing, producing and directing plays, and art therapy. Her major in college was communications and minored in theater. During her entire experience in Framingham State, Azizi volunteered for the television club, drama club, and was elected vice president of the Black Student Union during her junior year. After graduating in 2002, she continued her art within the urban community and has traveled to many open mics and colleges events. Azizi currently attends Simmons College of Social work in hopes to receive her MSW in 2008. She currently works at Safe at Home with in the organization The Home for Little Wanderers. At The Home she is a therapist, who works with a co-therapist visiting low income families in Boston that are referred by hospitals for mental health services. They engage in therapy and find long term resources in order to stabilize the home. Azizi is the host of a poetry event called Poetry Explosion (www.extreemproductions.com) which is where she performs her poetry every month and occasional monologues.


Unfair

By Azizi Carle

I hold on to your secret
Listening with a knotted throat
Heart broken, mouth wide open
But no words come out
I doubt you believe that I feel for you
I want to be real with you
I wish I knew what to say
To make you believe you will have better days

I hold on to your secret
Your pain hurts my heart
I always think of you
I wish you were at a place
Where your healing could start

I’ll cry with you
I’ll pray for peace
I’ll listen to you,
I won’t even speak

Over that hurdle we both can leap
The past blurs your vision to the point
It’s hard to see or eat or sleep
Your constantly asking yourself “Why me?”
You want to leave but where will you go?
You feel like you’re at the end of your road
So you eternalize the depression in your soul

But you are tough, made of gold
Dust off the sought that left you cold
Listen my friend, will you allow me to speak
The Love God has for you is much too deep

You’re not alone
Tell me
How do you feel?
What do you see?
Can you take off the chain created from the pain?
Attached to your feet
I’m trying to make sense of it
I’m trying to figure it out!
I’m trying to re-light your fire
That withers…. about to go out

When I think of it, my pulse suddenly stops
Just to start up again
After I hear your secret
I treasure that I am the one you trust
Can’t tell anybody, But if your unsafe I must
Unfair


Azizi’s favorite part of her poetry is the performance piece. When she acts out her words, the entire message is transformed into a reality that people can see. She says "The hardest part of being on stage is making sure the audience can feel the emotion that are intermingled with each piece". Azizi puts on performances that are very hard to forget. That’s her mission to create stimulating conversation amongst her listeners.
I Make a Way

By Azizi Carle

I make a way, from the heartache and pain
I make a way from evil everyday
When death knocks at my door
Seeing a spirit soar from a love one I adore
Realizing they don’t hurt no more

For the next generation
So that there’s no separation from the young heart and young mind
Teaching children lesson now, other wise to find out as adults
Might be to late-
have to give them options on their fate
While they grow, letting them know,
When it gets too hot, they don’t have to feel cold
Because when it’s time to stand
Their spirits are prepared to be bold

I make a way to hear whispers
From someone not strong enough to speak
Not strong enough to weep
But strong enough to seek
A mature ear to hear
That knows when and
When not to repeat

I make a way out of no way
I make a way for teachable moments
To show a stranger that I care
No fear of rejection
Because I plant a seed
And it will always stays there

I make a way
When I see violence and violation
That prevents the focus of the promise land
Feels like damnation in the skin I’m in
Feels like to much sin and not enough blessings
Where good fortune hides
In my neck of the hood

Regardless I make a way from negativity that hold my people down
I make a way to be a survivor now
I make a way for you
I make a way for mw
Out of no way

Boston

By Azizi Carle

Boston the inner city
Color roaming the streets
Plenty of sorrow and pain
If you don’t have the cheese

Crowded streets of people
Thinking this is it
They give us dirt to eat
With no dreams or means
Where’s our motivation

Grab the paper from the Black Muslim
Seven dollars labor mommy
No desire for education teens
Lies, lies, lies, over and over and over again
The same ones, why do we believe them

Camera, lights, action
Let the news in to tape our bad apples
While the viewers ruin the bunch
Dudley street man, you own this block
Named after a slave owners spirit
Hovering over us, making sure our minds stay in
Slaverrrrrrrrrrrry

Bus our children to METCO schools
Black sheep in suburb wonderland
Stick them out like a sore thumb
So maybe they’ll question there own self-identity
So maybe they’ll be corrupted into wearing
Black ties and roll up their sleeves and bare
White souls

But, Boston public schools read old books
Lies, lies, lies, lies over and over and over and over and over again
The same ones, why do we believe them
With screeching black boards with white letters from
Suburb white teachers, who never seen the lights
Of our city streets

The slaves said, “Up north is freedom” Boston
Then second class, now second-class
My man was refused a job, again
Sit anywhere on the bus
Just not on theirs

But what’s truth color of Boston
It’s embedded in our hearts
That we are somebody
So don’t let the project high rise block your sunshine
And don’t let the trash on the streets clutter your mind
Time has always been on our side

But those lies, lies, lies, lies, lies
Over and over and over and over and over and over
And over and over again
The same ones,
Why do we?
Why do we still
Believe them